Saint Barthelemy
06 September 2007

I'm in Brooklyn this week, enjoying the generosity my cousin and his family have extended. I’m typing this on the new laptop I bought yesterday at the 5th Ave Apple Store (wooHoo!) and thought it would be a good time to catch up on a small adventure I had a few weeks back.

Here are three 360 degree shots I took of Saint Barthelemy, my mother’s old hometown out in the boondocks of Quebec. We were there for a funeral reception and I took the opportunity to wander around and reacquaint myself with the old quarry town.

While taking some pictures, a bare chested guy covered in tattoos stormed out of his house, shaking his fists at me and calling me a pedophile taking pictures of his kids. My heart raced. I didn’t think he was going to give me the chance to explain before he thrashed my face in. “What the FUCK you doing?!” I could smell the booze on his breath. “Taking pictures of my kids, huh?!”

With the best smile I could conjure up, I explained I was just taking pictures of my old stomping ground. I think he was taken off guard, something about what I said rung true and the more I explained myself - that my mom had grown up in the house that had stood on the opposite corner of his street, I saw a glint of recognition cross his face. I think it was that expression that clued me in to who was standing inches from me. A weird silence passed between us and the guy nodded his head. “Yeah,” he finally said, “you look familiar, man.” After a few awkward moments, I realized I was standing in front of an old childhood friend.

Turns out the guy who used to hang out with me and my cousin - the same cousin whose house I’m staying at - 30 years ago was standing toe to toe with me.

With his guard down, Leo (let’s call him Leo) told me his hard luck story of being slapped around, bouncing from foster home to foster home to raising his kids over the telephone while in jail for growing pot in an abandoned barn. He seemed oddly comfortable with the string of failures and concluded pointing to his house, the same house I knew him from so many years ago. He’d bought it for $10,000 and shacked his family in it while scraping odd jobs together to keep his three kids from starving.

The school building next to his house, now abandoned, served as a place for the kids of Saint Barthelemy to hang out in and, as Leo put it, “Sniff glue and fuck their girlfriends.” With a shrug, Leo added, “Hey, I don’t mind. At least I know where they are.”

A lot’s changed in this old town and, to be honest, not much of it for the better.

After sharing a few more stories, we parted ways. Leo had some business with his family and I wanted to take a few more pictures before heading back to the funeral reception.


Director's Notes
13 August 2007

Had the pleasure of chatting with Marbelle over at Director's Notes a few days ago and our conversation is up on his podcast and website. Check his stuff out, he's already interviewed quite a range of filmmakers and many of the interviews are fascinating. A great resource for filmmakers and film buffs alike.

Montreal!
29 July 2007

It's been eight years since I've been back home. Quite a stretch.

Went out cycling and was reminded just how fresh clean air can smell. Whoa! Canada, with it's vast, open space is a stark contrast to the cramped Tokyo city life style. This shot was taken between two of the smaller, National Park Islands - The Boucherville Islands is their name I think. My geography was never really good. Anyways! Shot includes mom, so it's all good in my books.


CG Channel goodness!
22 July 2007

I'd like to send a special thanks to Stephan Dube for doing an interview with me on CG Channel. As you can see for yourself, a lot of work and time went into creating the great layout. You can read the interview by following this permalink: http://www.cgchannel.com/news/viewfeature.jsp?newsid=6303

Call it co-incidence or fate depending on what you believe, but I'm actually on my way to Montreal tomorrow to visit my mom and just discovered CG Channel is based in the same city (my old home town!). CoooOOOoool! Will have to grab a beer and talk shop with Stephan.

Second Life
20 July 2007

Had my first virtual screening of Missing Pages inside of the Second Life universe. It was a real head trip getting around the idea of people watching a movie THROUGH their avatars THROUGH an openGL polygon playing a QuickTime stream INSIDE of a computer generated world. Very very weird.

After the screening their was a short Q&A with the audience and hosts. We were using the latest version of the Second Life software which allows for audio chat, which was kind of like having a tele-conference. As you can see from the image below, some people went through some real trouble to build a virtual ampitheatre and Core Unit costumes (argh!). The whole experience made me feel like a cyber punk rock star! WooHoo!!!

Meanwhile, in my first life, I'm in the process of wrapping up some loose ends before flying off to Montreal and getting some mom made comfort food and bedtime stories. Yeah! Looking forward to seeing the lady again, it's been something like 8 years since we've spoken face to face.

Oooh! Yes, I know. I've been a bad boy. 8^(


403: Number of the Beast
30 May 2007

Looks like something went wrong with the folder that held the zipped files for Missing Pages. Permissions were mysteriouly set to 000, which basically blocked everyone out. Oops! How did that happen? "Not me," said Papa Bear.

On the phone with Troy, the tech support guy, as I write this. Troy fixed the setting so you should be able to access the files without any problems. It looks like the reason for the block is the webhost system has a spider that searches for files that it thinks could be malicious and, when it finds something, locks out the directory. I need to contact the "abuse center" and explain to them that Missing Pages is not a malicious file or virus and that the film actually belongs to me. Go figure!

Will keep you posted on how the story develops.

7th Son Interview
18 May 2007

Last Sunday I was interviewed by J.C. Hutchins, author of the extremely popular 7th Son podiobook thriller trilogy. For those of you not familiar with his work, check out the link below to his serialized novel.

To be honest, I've always had a hard time following audiobooks, but John's reading is so captivating he has me on the edge of my seat. Listening to him read, I know I'm in the hands of a master craftsman of both the written and spoken word. His podcast has converted me. I've been staying up way too late following the story -
7th Son is a nail biting thriller and I can't wait to see what happens next. This is a unique experience I know will grow on you.

Join the descent.



John is currently on hiatus as he gets ready for deliver book three starting 07.07.07. In the meantime, he decided to interview me for his podcast and I think you can understand how honored and priviledged I feel to become a part of the 7th Son podcast. For those of you who want to jump right in, John gave me permission to link the interview directly from my site. Check it out.

Again, I'd like to thank J.C. Hutchins for promoting Missing Pages to his large audience base. The interview was a blast to do and I hope you enjoy listening to it.
The "amended version" of Missing Pages explained
16 May 2007

OK. This is from my old blog. I haven't transfered all of the entries from the previous blog, but I figured it best to at least migrate this one to explain why there is an "amended version" to Missing Pages and what the "non-amended version" is. So here we go!

The Project:

In October 2004, I was approached by Rockdom Artists Inc., the J-Pop duo Chage & Aska's management company, to make a special Chage DVD. I'd done work with them previously designing C&A's DVD menus and was asked to do a Portfolio DVD of Chage's pictures. The idea was to show Chage's photos in various DVD layouts and sell it to his fans. When asked what I thought, I recommended we push the idea further.

"If you want to make a DVD," I suggested, "why not make a movie with the photos? That way you can sell it to more than just C&A's fan base - you'll hit a wider market."

No one had seen or even heard of a film done with still photos, so I presented the idea by showing Chris Marker's La Jetee, a fantastic movie that became the inspiration for Missing Pages. Chage and the producers loved it. With a green light, I started writing the script while exploring different ways we could use photos in an interesting style that would be conducive to telling a story. I wanted to move beyond what had been done in La Jetee, using the tools I'd learned working as a motion graphic designer, I wanted to create what could be seen as a modern rendition of the ideas presented in Chris Marker's classic short movie.

The Execution:

After a few months of preparation we went into production and shot Missing Pages at break neck speed. As with any production on a limited budget and ambitious aspirations, there's never enough time.

Once we'd finished our seven-day location shoot, I was faced with the job of sifting through 40,000 stills and selecting the photo elements to be used to create the final animations.

From the beginning of May until the end of August 2005, I worked every waking hour cutting up photos in the computer, stitching them into the scene and animating them. It was next to impossible to follow the original storyboard since our shooting schedule had been cut too short, so I improvised, building new shots with elements taken from different scenes and basically rewriting the story with whatever images I could find and merge them into a cohesive story.

Midway through postproduction, one of the executive producers threw a deadline into the mix, "We have to make it for the 2005 Short Shorts Film Festival September 10th."

Making the deadline would be tough, that much I knew, but I was convinced that with some luck we could do it. But as I continued to labor with the repetitive process of cut & paste & animate, I realized we were faced with a deadline no one could possibly meet without making aesthetic and narrative sacrifices.

I knew story was more important than fancy effects, so I focused on assembling the narrative as best I could, constructing the shots and throwing them onto the timeline as quickly as possible so I could finally start the crucial editing phase.

On a good day I could assemble 8 shots, but on a bad day I'd struggle to finish one. The further I got along, the more exhausted I became, the more bad days I had.

The Screening:

By late August, we'd thrown together what I openly referred to as the preview version of Missing Pages. There was still a lot of work to do. Most of the scenes weren't edited properly, more than half of the animations weren't done and the sound design we'd commissioned was nowhere near satisfactory.

After the screening, I returned to my hotel room and started screaming. Locked up in my studio with the blinds down, submerged in darkness for four months had taken its toll on me & I needed a break.

The Reality:

The following week I don't remember clearly. I think I spent most of my time catching the last few rays of summer sleeping under a tree. My body needed light and my brain needed sleep, so I took in both.

During my absence, decisions were made. It was agreed the version we presented at the Short Shorts Festival would be pressed, wrapped and sold on DVD.

When I learned this, I put up as big a fight as I could, but there was no use. The decision had already been made and no matter what I said, the production of Missing Pages was over.

There was a month before the DVD went to press, so I tried to come up with a solution, a plan to finish the project for next to nothing, but all my ideas were turned down. Everyone had moved on to other projects. Missing Pages was over.

I didn't know what to do. I was beside myself with grief and contemplated throwing everything away and leaving Japan for good when a friend of mine, now living in America, came to visit. I think it was his "that's bullshit - fuck them!" point of view I needed to get me back on my feet.

After watching the movie and listening to my story he said, "Dude, you got a raw deal. Fuck that. Finish the movie. What've you got to lose?"

He was right. I had nothing to lose and everything to gain.

The Amendment:

I set up a meeting with the president of Rockdom and laid out my plan to finish Missing Pages. After carefully listening to my story, I was surprised by how open he was to the idea I finish the film as I had originally envisioned. With a smile he said, "Go for it!"

We shook hands and I returned to my studio.

Locking myself back in my studio, I came out three months later proudly waving Missing Pages (amended version) in the air.

The Result:

Missing Pages (initial version) is currently sold in Japan on DVD and is managed through Rockdom Inc., Chage & Aska's management office. Missing Pages (amended version) is intended for the festival circuit and will hopefully find its way onto compilation DVDs and sold online once we find interested parties.

And that's the story behind the "amended version" of Missing Pages.

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Looking back on it now, I know I made the right decision and am proud of the project, despite whatever shortcomings I feel it might have. As I write this, Missing Pages has found renewed interest. It is currently reviewed on http://dekku.blogspot.com/ and will also be part of a special feature on J.C. Hutchin's popular podcast 7th Son which should be up in a few days - more info on this as it becomes available.

In the meantime, also make sure to check out the website for the original version of Missing Pages and heck! ...buy a DVD so I can see some royalties!

Brick Squared
09 May 2007

During my stay in Baltimore I was able to take a few shots of the city before the MFF opening ceremony. With a few hours to burn, I decided to walk around and get a feel for the surrounding area. Not one to be attracted to "tourist locations," I meandered around alleys and various buildings, admiring the architecture and gritty textures. On foot, I wasn't able to go very far and apparently missed out on the poorer parts of the city - which might be good as the crime rate is apparently very high there.

Anyhow, this is just one of the "hand-rolled" VR shots I took. When I have the chance, I'll assemble and post others.

Back From Baltimore
09 May 2007

The Maryland Film Festival was a fantastic experience. It's crazy, but I have a hard believing it wasn't a dream the experience was so good. As an added bonus, my short presented during the opening ceremony of the festival so I got the chance to just sit back, relax and enjoy the festival and meet lots of great people.

I'd like to send a special thanks Jed Diets, the director of the festival for bringing me in from Tokyo and getting me on television for an interview while taking time out to make sure I was doing OK. I'd also like to thank his incredible staff and army of volunteers including Markell Kelly, the shuttle coordinator who also took time out from her busy schedule to drive me back and forth to WMAR TV for the Morning Show interview (as well as her warm friendship and awesome back rub) and to Joan N. Davidson who took time out to drive me around the harbour when I first arrived.

Also I'd like to thank Skizz Cyzyk who was the first person to contact me from the Maryland Film Festival and to Eric Hatch for introducing Missing Pages during opening night.

Other thanks go to Paul Weiss for travel and accomodations and to Melina Giorgi for pulling me out of a Q&A session so I could catch the wonderful film "Syndromes and a Century." A big hug goes out to Clark Johnson and Veronika Belianina for inviting me along to the Visionary Art Museum and to Darryl Pryor for the introductions.

Also a special thank you to Sally and Tony O'Brien for inviting me out to dinner in the historic Roland Park - the first planned sub-urban community in North America.

During the festival I also got the chance to meet many filmmakers - too many to list here, but I'd like to send them all a big thanks for their generous support and friendship and I hope to keep in touch with as many of you as possible.

Here's a shot of the crowd for the 2007 Maryland Film Festival opening night screening. There was also an upper balcony I didn't notice until after I got up on stage. Not sure how many people there were in total, but it was enough to give me stage fright.

The Big File Is Gone, But Smaller Files Are Here
20 April 2007

Yeah, OK, it got a little messy in here.

Looks like the 880MB file was corrupt and no one could download it properly.  Sorry for all the wasted bandwidth.  I fixed it and have the high definition (HD) files edited the same way as the earlier 3 parts version was.

There's also a new 45” trailer that's much MUCH better than the earlier cut.  It’s very ouch-my-tongue-is-stuck-in-a-live-electric-socket style of editing I love, though a little exhausting to work on for a whole day. I hope you enjoy it.

Missing Pages in HD
16 April 2007

With the release of the Apple TV and other devices that connect computers to high definition televisions, the time is finally right to deliver the definitive version of MIssing Pages in HD. I just finished the upload and the video is available for download. You can pick it up either directly through my site by accessing the RSS feed or through iTunes.

There are, however, two things you need to know beforehand. First is the file weighs 880MBs and even on a corporate fiber optic line, takes well over an hour to download. Second is high definition video, or "HD" as it's called, requires a powerful computer with a large enough display of at least 1280 x 720 pixels to play back smoothly. If the movie doesn't play back properly on your computer, you might need a faster machine.

Despite the two technical hurdles early adopters and enthusiasts will face, the image quality of Missing Pages in HD absolutely fantastic - it's almost as good as the original master.

This is how I meant for Missing Pages to be seen all along and I'm very excited to
finally be able to deliver. Enjoy!

Maryland Film Festival 2007
12 April 2007

Missing Pages will play during the opening ceremony of the Maryland Film Festival On May 3rd. This will mark the very first time I attend a festival in person for Missing Pages (amended version).

The kind and generous folks at The Maryland Film Festival were kind enough to buy me a plane ticket from Tokyo to Baltimore. Wow! I am so stoked to attend this festival. The more I learn about it, the more exciting it gets. Chech out the awesome website to learn more about them (link below). This is really the place to go and meet cool people. I am honored to be a part of this year's festivities.

See you in Baltimore from May 3rd to the 6th!

http://www.md-filmfest.com/index.cfm

Snap Shots
06 February 2007

Been writing every day since I got here (close to a month now) and even decided to forego the full moon party - so I wouldn't be hung over the following day. Instead, I decided to spend my full moon evening and be productive about it. I took out my camera and walked around the beach to shoot some landscape "pick-churz."

The moon light and Koh Samui landscape inspired me in a Robert McKenna kinda way (a photographer I worship) so I thought I'd just indulge myself and try my hand at something similar to what he does. Of course, I'm only using a Canon 20D without tripod or remote trigger, so I was limited to 30" exposures.

When I come back in a few months, I will definitely come prepared to take some more serious shots. I'm toying with the idea of doing a short B&W timelapse piece in Koh Samui - there are some amazing sites here, but a project like that would demand serious preparation... Anyways, here are a few snap shots just to let you know my time wasn't entirely wasted on women and drink.


click on the thumbnails for full size image (great for desktop pictures btw!)
Koh Samui
03 January 2007

Happy New Year everyone. According to the Chinese calendar, 2007 will be the year of the boar (starting February 18th to be exact). Just to note that people born during the years 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983 or 1995 are also born during the year of the boar which, according to some, means it'll be a lucky year for them. WooHoo! Seeing as I was born in 1971, I'm hoping for the best in 2007.

In order to kick things off on the right foot, I'm off to the island of Koh Samui in Thailand for a month to get some writing done - yeah, just like Ian Fleming or Ernest Hemingway (well, OK, neither of them lived in Thailand, but still you get the picture). While there, I'll be bringing my camera with me, so I'll try and publish a few snap shots - maybe of the famous Full Moon Party.

Anyways, off to do some shopping. Take care and all the best.

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